JODIE the pooh

2009-10-19T21:40:00.001+08:00

cycling with ruth, kenny, nicky & isabel.
skate park.

why cant you be like every other parent?
cant you be more reasonable.
its the 21st century.
people my age get more freedom then when you were 14.

2009-10-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

sentosa, it was just me and jamie.
food!

its been a while

2009-10-13T22:01:00.001+08:00

haha, today was fun.
finally, the exams are over.
no more.
trainings are starting.

went to haji lane with Rachel, Hazel, Cassie and Emily.
cow balls.
meet Nicole and Jamie at Orchard.
went shopping at Wisma and ION.
haha, went high at starbucks.

sentosa tomorrow?

BAYBEATS

2009-08-30T16:47:00.001+08:00

BAYBEATS BABY! nicole didnt come.
had fun. loads.
rachel ate loads.
haha.

went to marina square starbucks to study.
went spent all our money on food!
went back to esplanade.
weiwen is so cute and shy!
haha.
FOR THIS CYCLE!
went to the rooftop to slack and camwhore.
we went to the guitar shop there and rachel tried the electric guitar.
they were playing spastic songs on it, jamie with "i am cow"
then the dude came and played like dam well, rachel face went from :D to :\
haha, laugh at you man.
eat, shop.
spazz.
highing if fun.

trying on spastic clothes with jamie and rachel is fun.
looking forward to the next outing.

and we all fall down

2009-08-29T09:26:00.000+08:00

haha, i have friends that embarrass me and make me laugh like i've never before.
and yet, i still love them.

this is probably the funniest thing that happened so far.
Jamie was pulling nicole to ZH, then she, SLIPPED ON AN INNOCENT PIECE OF PAPER, pulled nicole and.
THEY FALL BUTTS DOWN. yup, loads of people saw, LOADS. just right infront of Macs.
we just stood there and laugh. HAHA.
then we continued to laugh like spastics.
went to Borders and spazzed over kiddy books, i cant believe young little kids can have such cute books and we dont?
haha.
walked around and ended up at MOS, we slacked there till 6.45pm.

i just realised how bad rachel's photography skills are. haha.
i'm looking forward to today. hopefully.

trainings, trainings and more trainings.

2009-08-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

i just realised how long its been since i blogged.
there are so many pictures.
haha, guitar/basketball/fencing.
i am tired.
there were 3trainings this week.
did my 2.4km run on monday.
i'm somewhat happy.

2009-08-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

its now 3.52am. i stayed up all night just to post these picutures.
haha, love me people.
i am tired.
oh, love the pretty lights.

went for movies with my aunt.
met nicole and went to school for drama and band performance.
can you believe its in our school?
haha, its too nice.
we went really high.
bk went into girl's toilet.
highness lasted until now.
omg, WE-ARE-RETARDED.

had fun, LOADS.
SCANDALOUS!

about the coin.

2009-08-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

these are late! haha, i know.

sun burnt

2009-08-11T22:37:00.000+08:00

haha, had 2free periods today.
as you can see.
CAMWHORES.

maybe i should quit basketball, besides.
i already have leg problems.
and my parents dont like me to be in basketball.
i dont know.
we'll see.

I SAW GAY INDIANS ON THE BUS.
i have pictures!
heehee.

okay, i look spastic. haha.

why are you touching my baby like that? D:

and now a special picture..

GAYS! i feel mean.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2009-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

woohoo!
went out with jamie, nicole and rachel.
rach joined us later though.
we bombed our money on food!
seriously.
first at Burger King, then at the LOVELY CHOCOLATE STORE.
after at MOS burger then at Subway.
yay us.

played truth or dare at MOS and Subway.
bimbo.
i am cow.
do you like...?
talking to objects.
randomly shouting.
made friends with ang moh dude.
blahblahblah.

camhored a little.

I AM COW HEAR ME MOO.
I WEIGHT TWICE AS MUCH AS YOU,
AND I LOOK GOOD ON THE BARBEQUE!
YOGURT.....
I AM COW, I AM COW, HEAR ME MOO!
MOO! MOO!

DO YOU LIKE PANCAKES?
YEAH WE LIKE PANCAKES!
DO YOU LIKE WAFFLES?
YEAH WE LIKE WAFFLES.
DO YOU LIKE FRENCH TOAST?
YEAH WE LIKE FRENCH TOAST!

haha.

2009-08-09T10:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Nationa day Celebration!

2009-08-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

WE ARE OFF-KEY!
haha okay.
scary, screwed up.
cassie was really pretty.
went shopping with RTZY.
i am finally a topshop member.
haha.
tired heels O:
rachel finally found smth that is her size! HEELS!
blahblahblah.
met my aunt to watch a movie, UP.
went for dinner with aunt and dad.

i am tired. -.- zzzz.

wtf is your problem bitch.
fuck.

2009-08-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

omg, my blogger in school is fine, haha.

i dont wanna leave blogger, but....its easier to post pictures on lj.
i am just going to leave it like that.
using lj and blogger.
yay me.
Lol.

okay, i just decided to crap.

2009-08-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

guess what?
nicole and jamie's phone got confiscated.
haha, poor them.
all the best man!
my poor ears too.

had rehersals today.
i am screwed for basketball.
maybe i should quit, just maybe.
aish.

friendship has been lost/not as strong as before.

FOP BABY! festival of praise.

2009-08-02T14:30:00.002+08:00

FOP baby!
haha, had fun.
went shopping with rachel at raffles city.
met nicky at kallang mrt, took a cab.
darren joined us after that, at about 7. haha.
it was kinda dissapointing, it was like this Bob Fitts (boob tits) guy and true worshipers, they are from indonesia.
darren was scared of the dude sitting next to him, haha.
anways, had subway and crapped outside.

i think rachel likes darren. O:

have a good laugh at this. hahah.

2009-07-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

gay shits!
haha. i love nicole's faces :D
haha.
ruiyi is funny.
good luck in getting in boys!

it didnt really turn out well

2009-07-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

happy birthday

2009-07-29T19:47:00.002+08:00

happy birthday

2009-07-29T19:47:00.001+08:00

2009-07-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

omg, people.
I AM SO TOUCHED.
HAHA. love you guys to bits.
my floor was soggy.
i smell like butter.
HAHA.

THANK YOU jamiesamanthanicolerachelpamelanickykennyruthmarcuszhenhongchevynernestmyparents.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Love the 'fan-dance' and orgasmic face.
Love the card.
Love the tag. (touched)
Love that you people took time to planned this.
Love that you people bothered to come see me.
Love the time spent with you people.
Love YOU GUYS!<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!
more pictures will be up tomorrow, its in nicky's camera.

cheer up pam (:

2009-07-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

craping around in class during 'recess'. haha.

2009-07-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

jamie went crazy in class
windows XP; XiPo
"shhhh...gar / shoooo....gar." -Jamie

fernando torres became fire extinguisher, i dont know how but yea.

blogger is dying on me, i think i might change to livejournal, like sam and hyu.
haha.

2009-07-27T16:55:00.001+08:00

haha, this is for my BABY.
she went around with my "nosey little fucker arn't you?" badge in the middle of no where.

went for lunch with Hazel, Rachel and Jamie.
SUBWAY.
rachel's diet is obviously working. HA.

anyways, JAMIE WAS WALKING AROUND PARKWAY AND ALL WITH THIS (below) ON HER LEG.
lesson learnt. (:

2009-07-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

i was walking home from church.
its very hot.
so i stop by at the petrol station to grab some drinks.
while i was paying the lady asked "do you have petrol?"

2009-07-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

haha, i will still use LJ to post pictures.
cos blogger is screwed.
so now my blogger post looks like my lj one.
haha

T3

2009-07-25T23:03:00.001+08:00

went mugging at T3, macs.
haha.
taptap.

"shut up and put your cheng teng where your mouth is."

2009-07-24T23:34:00.001+08:00

i have uploaded all of today's photos on my lj.
you want take from there. thanks :D

i am so proud of myself. :D

2009-07-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

for you nicole :D

'sexy legs'

2009-07-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

blogger is screwing on me.
i am going to use livejournal for now.
will tell you the link soon.

HERE! but if you wanna tag, tag on jaydeepee.bs.com

http://jaydeepee.livejournal.com/

2009-07-23T15:11:00.001+08:00

am sick.
am tired.
the medicines taste awful.
am locked home.
need to study my guts out.
have tests tomorrow.
and next week.
feel like sleeping.
dont want to go to school.
want to go to school.
have been living in a lie.
have lost myself in all the drama.
on the road to finding myself back.
have given up.
dont know.
wouldnt mind dying.
have nothing to live for.
is in a confused state of mind.
its all starting to make sence.
dont wanna think about it.
am happy for you.
needs to think.
head hurts like crazy.
blogger is still screwing up.
needs to talk to you.
misses some people.
really dont mind dying right here, right now.
a slient and peaceful goodbye.

2009-07-22T14:08:00.001+08:00

okay.
alot of things is going through.
and are starting to make sense.
cheated.

2009-07-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

haha, everyone is scared of me now.
hahaha.
I AM SORRY MANS. D:

what if i die? O:

PS; blogger has some problems (mine) and i cant upload any pictures D:

2009-07-21T18:25:00.002+08:00

okay, i just watched a show with loads of word 'fuck, dick, cock and pussy.'
with my dad and aunt, my aunt asked us to watch it.

wow.

EVERYONE IS SICK!
jamie has flu
nicole has flu and cough
rachel has fever 37.9
kenny has cough and fever 37.9

2009-07-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YORU! :D
you old duck.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVELLE

2009-07-20T23:00:00.001+08:00

2009-07-20T20:57:00.004+08:00

I AM A SUSPECT OF H1N1.
be afraid, very afraid.

so i wont be going to school for 3days so far.
i am dying, i have to stay home for 3days straight.
72hours.
4320minutes.
259200seconds!
15552000miliseconds!

haha,i am crazy.
okay i need to study and my books are at school, who is willing to help me?
and HAZEL! you need to tell the class smth about NAFHA test!!

okay, i just ask medcine and my mouth is dam bloody bitter, i feel like throwing up.

EDIT;
what if i die?
you know about the thing where they say "you'll only die if you have disease or something"
well, the doctor said that most people who died from H1N1 are 20 - 40.
Young and healthy people.
and the virus targets young and healthy people O:

OMG, I AM YOUNG AND HEALTHY!

2009-07-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVELLE!
i shall let you have patrick for today :D
i am so nice.

2009-07-19T20:50:00.007+08:00

seriously.
i am so confused.
i dont know how i feel or how i should feel.
ahh. 21st july is coming.

Vegas Skies - The Cab

LAST NIGHT.

2009-07-19T11:03:00.001+08:00

nicky, kenny and ruth came to my house.
nicky bathed here.
he is in love with my panda :D

we watched funny videos.

ruth showed me all the cute dogs.
then she started camhoring with my camera while i was sleeping haha.

MY MUM MIGHT GET ME A DOG! :DDDD

YESTERDAY ; photo taking

2009-07-18T19:40:00.001+08:00

TODAY

2009-07-16T22:04:00.007+08:00

haha, i know i have posted many times.
but yea.
kenny is so cute!
and NICKY! kenny is mine :D

I LOVE YOU KENNY :D
hahahahha.
I LOVE KENNY THE MOST! <3

we are the same price in FFS! haha.

2009-07-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

yea, you changed.
you are so high all the time.
more high then ever before.
you are always happy and smiling.
and i know why.
who wouldnt?
you sms so much.
too much.

i hide.
i try.
i fail.

i am not going to like any guy until i am like, hmmm. i dont know.
but i think single is good :D

ICC; minah, mats, ah lian, bitches.

2009-07-16T20:05:00.001+08:00

2009-07-16T07:57:00.000+08:00

*bell rings* (super long pause)
VP: "ok, we will start the assembly in the count of five. (pauses)
1...........(long pause)
2.................(longer pause)
3..........(pauses)
4…….................(pauses for quite long, everyone thinking that she will say 5)
4 1/2 ......
5!"

Haha our VP is so ramdom.

MOK = Magic Wok (Rachel)

2009-07-15T21:18:00.001+08:00

our class band rocks (:

haha, had lunch with nicole, sam, rachel and jamie.
played daidee.

had tuition.
tired.
haha.
what is you knew today was your last day?

fuck.

2009-07-14T20:40:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE FROM HUNGARY READ MY BLOG! hahahaa.

SUNDAY

TODAY

i dont wanna lose friends because of you.
neither do i wanna lose you as a friend.

2009-07-13T16:02:00.005+08:00

Tweetie is a bird.
Therefore, Tweetie can fly.

Penguins are black and white.
Some old shows are black and white.
Therefore, penguins are old TV shows.

things that happened today written on a paper:

strands of noodles, strands of hair, pieces of noodle.
HELLOOOOO~~ (vp standing and staring at me)
boom boom pow/boob boob pau

(rachel wrote; Rachel being awesome.
you writing on my middle finger.
jamie being an ass.
"like a skyscraper")

cowkey/monkcow. (jamie)

RACHEL IS BIG AND WEAK!
(we all beat her in arm-wrestling, nicole, lynette, sam, pam, jamie and me!)

rachel cant arm wrestle for nuts.

~~i am sorry, i just cant help it. its just too much to handle. there is always something to remind me. she sits next to me.~~

2009-07-13T16:00:00.001+08:00

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

2009-07-12T19:53:00.002+08:00

its my fault.
I shouldn't have let all of them know each other.
I should never have blogged about my friends and I shouldn't let them have conversations on my tagboard.
I should have deleted his number from her phone when she took it from me.
I did so much wrong.

So many that I didnt want to happen.
Not on perpose.
Friendships get made, I didt force it.
I didn't want all you people to make friends.
i'll just become weird.
But it happened.
I am no one to stop this.

It's not his fault.
I wanted to know.
He didnt know.
He can't do anything.

I am sorry to all that I have hurt.
Intentionally or unintentionally.
I would like to sencerly apologise.
I didn't want any of this to happen.
And I feel that I am
Not entirely to blame.
But yes. I am to blame too.
I am sorry.

Hey, I love you people and really treasure this friendship and would like it to be what it was before.

I love you people and I am sorry for all I've caused.
Please forgive me.

2009-07-11T22:32:00.003+08:00

i just said byebye to my nails D:
my sexy nails.
my mum scolded me.

I WANT MY SEXY NAILS!
haha.

2009-07-11T17:38:00.003+08:00

I WANT THE PANTS!
congrats to Isabel, who finally bought a pair of shorts.
(:

haha, i wish you all the very best.

i guess if you're happy, i'll be happy too.

2009-07-11T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA :D
may your wishes come true :D

hope you like the presents

2009-07-10T23:07:00.004+08:00

this week was....hmmm...BUSY!

haha, okay.
have been spazzing about my rubber duck,
bra cups,
ribbons,
nail polish,
guitars.

haha.

celebrated pam's birthday at macs today.
went with Jamie, Rachel, Samantha, Nicole, Lavelle, Esther, Lynette, HYU, Chloe, ZhenHong, Kenny, Marcus.
JJSNR gave her MJ and ELVIS CD!
marcus and i gave her a card and balloon, and monday will give her something else.
Rachel gave her a BARBIE CARD! it was shiny. haha.
nicky gave her a note in a straw and she was really reallt touched.
haha.
we sang 3times and really loudly.

haha
went to Parkway.
painted nails.
MY SEXY NAILS! :D
my dad didnt see!

okay nicky and kenny is at my house.
byebye.

weeks' worth.

2009-07-10T20:47:00.001+08:00

these are pictures for this week.
haha, have been to busy.
so i have to suffer now and upload.
haha.
more about these days in a later post. (:

my nails are tiny! D:

TUESDAY

WEDNESDAY

THURSDAY

FRIDAY

2009-07-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

"you dont expect me to say PIANG! right? PIANG PIANG PIANG!. :D" - Nicole

hey people!
i have loads of pictures to upload i know.
i've been busy with projects, tests, tuition and homework.
so i'll post tomorrow i think.
haha.

today went for lunch with Nicole, Sam and Lavelle.
funny!!
we were bloody noisey.
we were there for 2hours.
magic wok.
SAM PEES FAST! like a boy.
haha
me too actually, its just jamie that takes so long.
hahah.

'hello, may i speak to nicole?'
"JIE!!"
"WHAT?"
"YOU FRIEND LA!"
"WAIT!!"
"hello?"

hahaha.

i dont know

2009-07-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

why do i feel that you know and that you are just pretending.
telling me all this to stop me?
so you have it all to yourself?
or is it just to hurt me?
you hate me or something?
i really dont know.

maybe i am wrong. maybe.

VIVO / Transformers / MEGAN FOX

2009-07-06T18:55:00.001+08:00

"I'll be rocking in BEATS! yoyo." - Marcus

i want the pants from ESPRIT! :DDDDD
went to Vivo with Marcus, Mavis and Chloe.
Many of them couldnt make it.
It was fun anyways.
haha.

PEOPLE OWE ME MONEY! $$$$$$

GUESS WHO? :D

2009-07-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

Rules:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS (!)
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

If someone says 'Is this Okay?', you say:
Teardrops on my guitar - Taylor Swift (wtf? no link!)

What do like in a guy/girl?
What you got - Colby 'O Donis (haha)

How do you feel today?
This Time - Jojo

What is your life's purpose?
I Know You Want Me - Pitbull (WTF? sounds dam wrong! hahha)

What is your motto?
Forever - Chris Brown

What do your friends think of you?
Broken Strings - James Morrison feat. Nelly Furtado

What do you think of your parents?
Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

What do you think about very often?
Breakeven - The Script

What is 2+2? (O: )
Too little, Too late - Jojo (haha)

What do you think of your best friend?
Shut up and let me go - The Ting Tings (haha, this actually make sense)

What do you think of the person you like?
The Fear - Lily Allen (haha, true, i fear.)

What is your life story?
Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects (haha, i know. i give you hell :D)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson (haha, yea! i am faithful and dont hook up :D)

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Miss Independant - Ne-Yo (wth? haha i like a girl? woah.)

What do your parents think of you?
How to Touch a Girl - Jojo (omg, this sounds dam wrong la.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls (omg, and i laughed at people's songs.)

What will they play at your funeral?
Lip Gloss - Lil MAMA (WTF?)

What is your hobby/interest?
Spotlight - Jennifer Hudson (haha, no i dont. but I AM AWESOME I ADMIT)

What do you think of your friends?
I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry (i know i am in a girl school and all but !!!!)

What's the worst thing that can happen?
T-Shirt - Shontelle (no link! D:)

How will you die?
Wait a Minute - PCD (oh cool, not bad. i still can wait before i die)

What is the one thing you regret?
Break it Off - Rihanna (O_O)

What makes you laugh?
My Humps - Black Eye Peas (omg, i get horny with my HUMPS?)

What makes you cry?
Easy - Paula De Anda (i dont cry easy!! or do i?)

Will you ever get married?
We Ride - Rihanna (why do my answers sound so sick?)

What scares you the most?
Leave - Jojo

Does anyone like you?
This is Me - Demi Lovato (i do not like myself -.-)

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Fuck you - Lily Allen (hahaha.)

What hurts you now?
Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight (Yup!)

What will you post this as?
No Boundaries - Adam Lambert

2009-07-05T21:40:00.001+08:00

i dont know if i should tell you.

St Pats CARNIVAL.

2009-07-04T19:10:00.002+08:00

finally gave Darren his present.
PINK!
it is like 3day late.

the carnival was dam 'alive' la.
haha, saw many people i knew.
we won rubber ducks! :D
i finally got a duck that can squeak! :DDDD

Nicky we love your new haircut! hahahahahahaha!

2009-07-03T22:05:00.002+08:00

went to MOS burger with Nicole, Hazel and Rachel.
Lavelle joined after that.
rachel and hazel ditched us.
I still cant get over the nice colours of the yogurt place.
haha, so pretty.
we went to the yogurt place to use the internet and look at Lavelle's 'boyfriend'.
ha-ha. very funny.
went to borders to spazzzzz.
PINK!
blahblahblah.

i guess, sometimes you have to sacrifice for the ones you love.
they dont know how much you have been through and how much you have been suffering in silence.
just by the excuse 'i told you first, so means i * * first.

test dates and topics.

primary school friends :D

2009-07-02T22:05:00.003+08:00

went for lunch with them yesterday.
hahaha.
i miss all you people. (:

I AM TALLER THAN MEIYEE! hahahahahha :D

2009-07-01T21:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN! :D

To EVERYONE

2009-07-01T21:21:00.005+08:00

i've decided not to be emo anymore.
i guess i was just being stupid.

sorry for acting so weirdly/stupidly/rude or what so ever these past few days.
lots have been going through my mind and i am so confused that i dont know how to react.
i am sorry to all the people i have hurt in any way or another.
i guess by emoing i just made everything worse.
i really didnt mean to.
just that one bad thing led to another, and bad things just keeps coming my way and it piles up.
its just too many to handle, i want my happy/silly/crazy self back.
i dont want to emo anymore, its not helping with anything.

i am loosing friends.
its my fault.

To You:
you might not know who you are but i'll still say it anyway.
i am sorry for acting like this.
i know its annoying and all.
i really didnt mean to.
i am really sorry.
if only you would forgive me and talk to me like before.
i dont want this stupid thing to destroy this friendship.
friendships are made, you talk to them and go out with them.
its okay, dont need to hide.
i apologise and hope you will forgive me.
i find it hard to talk to you, now.

i was just confused and not thinking right.

2009-06-30T22:02:00.002+08:00

OMG PEOPLE! I FOUND THE SPUGITTI VIDEO!!
LOVE ME OR WHAT?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNK6h1dfy2o&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fsimply888here%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

2009-06-30T19:01:00.003+08:00

I am sorry once again.
I didn't mean to emo but I couldn't help it.
It was just seem like right time to.

I decided to ignore it and act like I don't care.
Seriously, it might not be that worth it.
All these for nothing. Sigh.

I'll try not to emo anymore.
The crazy happy me might just come back.

I can't take it anymore.
I think, I give up.
it's impossible anyway, but I still do wanna know.

2009-06-29T15:53:00.002+08:00

I can't take it anymore.
Why?
There are so many things I wanna know.
It's not easy looking at it constantly and pretending it's okay and I don't care.
It's hard.
Help.

2009-06-28T21:19:00.001+08:00

please do not smoke.
its not good you and the people around you.

everyone is emo.

2009-06-27T00:25:00.003+08:00

i am sorry everyone

forcing a smile ain't easy.

2009-06-26T20:31:00.005+08:00

i've never emoed before.
i use to be the one scolding people who emo and tried to make them happy.
i guess there is a first for everything.
nothing is going my way.
even if i died right here right now, i wouldnt mind.
i guess its just not my day.
i really dont mind dying.
i guess, crying it all out makes you feel better huh?
i finally know how people feel when they emo.

dont ask me why i did.
i will not tell anyone, and i never will.
some things are best kept inside

i'll be back with yesterday's pictures.

~~i give up.~~

VIVO, Angels and Demons

2009-06-25T21:17:00.001+08:00

omg, the movie is dam scary.
kenny, marcus, mavis, chloe, isabel, nicky and zhenhong.

project

2009-06-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

went to macs with nicky to slack.
sat at the same place as when we were there with chloe, isabel, marcus and kenny.
haha.

chinese project again.
blahblahblah.

CAMP!

2009-06-24T22:14:00.005+08:00

MISS MO, WE WILL MISS YOU! :D

I AM BACK!

2009-06-23T22:23:00.001+08:00

haha, i am back from camp!
i know you people miss me.
i have loads of pictures to upload, so i will do it tomorrow or so.
very lazy now.
haha.

~~thinking of the impossible.~~
~~hah! who am i kidding.~~

2009-06-21T17:38:00.007+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

i am going to camp from 22 to 33 June. (Monday/Tuesday)

thus my blog will be on HAITUS.

i know you people will miss me :D

(haha, psps. i meant 23 june not 33 june. haha my bet!)

starbucks/SLEEPOVER/project

2009-06-20T21:35:00.002+08:00

studied at starbucks again.
jamie didnt do anything.
nicole, nicky, jamie, marcus, me.

HAMs, hot bods, crazy person.
marcus cut himself by accident, it was dam deep.

rushed home after that.
we had 30mins to eat our dinner.
i had sushi!
they came over to my house.
my mum called me saying they could not stay over at our house cos my uncle was coming home to stay.
i was kinda pissed, good thing i was allowed to stay at isabel's house.

we went to OCH!! (old changi hospital)
took bus 2.
"hey wanna ask iris to come along?"
haha.

okay, its kinda cool.
didnt see much, but the others did.
poor kenny.
had red bull it kept me up till 4am or was it 5am?
marcus keep farting and singing and stealing my 'blanket' (it was a thin piece of cloth).
woke up freezing cold, after we woke up isabel told us that we could have used the conforters we were lying on as blankets. wtf?

haha, went home, had lunch.
did project with rachel, nicole, hazel and cassie.
haha, STRIP!! hahaha.
sick!
i am so tired.
there are sooooo many picutures, uploading is tiring work.

i dont think its right,
but i keep thinking.
i keep wondering.

Marcus's finger.

OCH!! :D

TODAY

I AM SO SLEEPY! (11.02pm)